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WOW [Tuesday August 14th, 2007 at 1:06pm] I forgot about this livejournal for a sec there. After reading the back post and everything I can understand why. I used this jounal for a very hard time in my life. I went out with my sister's Ex-boyfriend just because he liked me and I missed having someone there so I went along with him. Lasted about a week and he moved on to better. Made me feel like shit in so many different ways.  Well NOW I am happy to say that I have found my one and only and he loves me and thinks I am great. He has helped me and o my eyes to the world. He means everything to me and we are happy. Next was the whole mom leaving us. I think that has had to be te hardest thing I have had to deal with in my whole life. If it wasn't for Jessica, Lindsey, and Josh I don think I would ha made it. Thank you guys! I love you all. Mom is back and better now but something is still not right. Things between us just isn't the same. I can't understand why but I am trying to just be happy with the fact that she is back. I am not sure if i'll be using his journal anymore but I just wanted to lear some things up just incase anyone still reads. post comment

missing [Monday January 9th, 2006 at 3:15pm] [ mood | shitty ] [ music | Linkin Park ] Things are really stressing me out this morning. I was watching my Linkin Park DVD and I started thinking about my mom and I started crying. I really miss her being home. I miss being able to talk to her when I want. I miss her hugs. I miss having a mom... 2 comments|post comment

Funny! [Wednesday December 7th, 2005 at 7:01pm] [ mood | blah ] Dear Santa... Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! In July I donated bone marrow to cateyes0831 in a life-saving procedure (300 points). In January I got in line at the supermarket at the same time as someone else and I didn't yield (-8 points). Last week I ate my brussel sprouts (1 points). Last Tuesday I bought porn for _lost_whispers_ (10 points). In September on a flight to Vancouver, I stole the emergency flight information card (-40 points). Overall, I've been nice (263 points). For Christmas I deserve a pony! Sincerely, endless_dark31 Write your letter to Santa! Enter your LJ username: 2 comments|post comment

Bullshit! [Monday December 5th, 2005 at 1:10am] [ mood | pissed off ] Maybe if I stop caring people will be happy. 4 comments|post comment

Vanishing! [Thursday December 1st, 2005 at 11:57pm] [ mood | blah ] 1 comment|post comment

Because of You [Monday November 28th, 2005 at 9:50am] [ mood | crushed ] I will not make the same mistakes that you did I will not let myself Cause my heart so much misery I will not break the way you did, You fell so hard I've learned the hard way To never let it get that far Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I lose my way And it's not too long before you point it out I cannot cry Because I know that's weakness in your eyes I'm forced to fake A smile, a laugh everyday of my life My heart can't possibly break When it wasn't even whole to start with Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I watched you die I heard you cry every night in your sleep I was so young You should have known better than to lean on me You never thought of anyone else You just saw your pain And now I cry in the middle of the night For the same damn thing Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty Because of you I am afraid Because of you Because of you 2 comments|post comment

BoReD!!! [Sunday October 2nd, 2005 at 1:13am] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | Linkin Park- One Step Closer ] post comment

HIM Lyrics... [Thursday September 29th, 2005 at 9:37pm] [ mood | Mixed Emotions ] [ music | H.I.M- Play Dead ] A moth into a butterfly And a lie Into the sweetest truth I'm so afraid of life I try To call your name but I'm Silenced by the fear of dying in your heart once again I see the seasons changing And in the heart of this autumn I fall With the leaves from the trees I play dead To hide my heart Until the world gone dark fades away I cry Like God cries the rain And I'm just one step away from the end of today I see the reasons changing And in the warmth of the past I crawl Scorched by the shame I play dead To hide my heart Until the world gone dark fades away I stay dead Until you veil my scars and say goodbye to fate Before it's too late post comment

Fun Fun... [Wednesday September 28th, 2005 at 7:17pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | H.I.M-Drunk on Shadows ] TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Angelique Birthday: 8/31/86 Birthplace: Tampa, FL Current Location: Tampa, FL Eye Color: Hazel Hair Color: Brown/Red Height: 5'5 Right Handed or Left Handed: Right The Shoes You Wore Today: Work Shoes Your Weakness: Myself Your Fears: Bugs Your Perfect Pizza: Cheese with sweet sauce Your Most Overused Phrase On an IM: No worries/LOL Thoughts First Waking Up: What time is it? Your Best Physical Feature: My eyes? Your Bedtime: When I get tired Your Most Missed Memory: Back when I had no worries Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi MacDonalds or Burger King: MacDonalds Single or Group Dates: Both...depends Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee Do you Smoke: NO Do you Swear: YES Do you Sing: Yeppers Do you Shower Daily: Yeppers Have you Been in Love: Yes Do you want to go to College: Yes Do you want to get Married: Someday Do you belive in yourself: No Do you get Motion Sickness: No Do you think you are Attractive: No Are you a Health Freak: No Do you get along with your Parents: Yes Do you like Thunderstorms: Love them Do you play an Instrument: I wish In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: No In the past month have you Smoked: No In the past month have you been on Drugs: Never In the past month have you gone on a Date: Yes I have =^.^= In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Work there -_- Have you ever eaten a box of Oreos: Yeah In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Nope In the past month have you been on Stage: Nope In the past month have you been Dumped: Nope In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: Nope In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Nope Ever been Drunk: Nope Ever been called a Tease: Yeah Ever been Beaten up: Nah Ever Shoplifted: Yeah How do you want to Die: In my sleep What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Don't know -_- What country would you most like to Visit: Finland In a Boy/Girl.. Favourite Eye Color: Don't care but Hazel is pretty nice... Favourite Hair Color: Don't care Short or Long Hair: I have this thing for guys with long hair but short is fine too Height: Taller then me Weight: doesn't matter Best Clothing Style: Whatever Number of Drugs I have taken: None Number of CDs I own: Lots Number of Piercings on your girlfriend: Don't have a girlfriend... Number of Tattoos: None Number of things in my Past I Regret: Nothing CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS! post comment

Took from Ryan! [Thursday September 22nd, 2005 at 6:14pm] [ mood | Hanging in there ] "So today I went to see Dr. Murdock and he told me I was suffering from corruptionoftheearsbycrappymusicitus. Apparently the only way to cure it is to hit whales with a metal stick. Now, as you may or may not know, I am a strong supporter of the Get Your Hand Off Of My Leg Or I'll Take Out Your Liver With A Serated Stick Organization. So, naturally, I took off my glasses and dived right in. Dived into what, you may ask? A gallon of liquidated bananas. That's all for the days events. You're fired, get out of my house!!" He is a weird one... post comment

Lyrics [Thursday September 22nd, 2005 at 1:33am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | H.I.M- Close to the Flame ] "Close To The Flame" The kiss sweetest And touch so warm The smile kindest In this world so cold and strong So close to the flame Burning brightly It won't fade away And leave us lonely The arms safest And words, so good The faith deepest In this world so cold and cruel So close to the flame Burning brightly It won't fade away And leave us lonely post comment

Friends Only! [Monday September 19th, 2005 at 1:36am] [ mood | creative ] [ music | H.I.M ] post comment

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